Machine Gun Kelly Breaks Silence On Losing Baby & ‘Breakdown’ Tattoo

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Machine Gun Kelly Breaks Silence On Losing Baby & ‘Breakdown’ Tattoo

Machine Gun Kelly has returned to his rap roots after finding success as a pop-punk star. However, his first single is an emotional rollercoaster about his life and relationship with fiancée Megan Fox.

The singer-songwriter, born Colson Baker, dropped new single “Don’t Let Me Go” and its accompanying music video on Wednesday, February 21. The song features poignant confessions, from MGK’s suicidal thoughts to the heartbreaking miscarriage of his lover.

Machine Gun Kelly Revealed In New Song ‘Don’t Let Me Go’

The video for Kelly’s latest single is currently gaining views on YouTube, and over 700,000 people have watched her re-embrace her rapping skills. The 33-year-old spoke about a challenging period in his life, with his opening lyrics touching on his mental health.

“Lately, my mind has been eating me alive. Lying in bed thinking maybe the hate will finally go away if I’m dead,” MGK raps while pressing a finger gun to his head in the music video.

She also touched on her recent dramatic body art, rapping, “I had a breakdown and tore all over my body except for one line.”

As stated in the lyrics, Kelly’s latest tattoo features thick black ink that covers most of her upper body and arms except for one line on her front. She revealed the shocking body art on Instagram a few days earlier, saying it was for “spiritual purposes.”

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Regarding her fiancé’s miscarriage in 2021, the “Emo Girl” hitmaker was honest about feeling helpless when dealing with the heartbreaking situation. She remembers not touching Fox’s baby bump when they lost their unborn child, lamenting:

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“How can I live with the fact that my hand was not on her stomach when we lost the baby? I have no one to turn to because everyone has died in my life trying to resurrect me.”

Kelly shares more about her vulnerability and grief, claiming she “should have died at birth” and has run from a secret she hid as a child. He admits to using music as an emotional outlet but says people don’t realize what he’s writing about.

“It’s funny, because if we just sit and talk, you’ll see that it’s just hard for me to be exposed,” the 33-year-old rapped and then added, “Because I stopped him. I got trust issues, growing up. No one was there to hear what I was thinking. My heart was broken like my ribs as a child.”

MGK’s song about Fox’s miscarriage comes months after her fiance previously opened up about the death of their baby in her 2023 book of poetry, “Pretty Boys Are Poisonous.” The actor wrote:

“There’s an ultrasound at your bedside, 10 weeks and 1 day … do you think if he could have done it, he would have left a suicide note?”

“But now I have to say goodbye. I close my eyes and imagine holding you tight to my chest as they rip you out of me,” Fox continued. “I will pay any price, please tell me, what is the ransom for his soul?”

Megan Fox & Machine Gun Kelly Enjoy Movie Date Amid Breakup Rumors

Megan Fox and Machine Gun Kelly at the 2022 Billboard Music AwardsMEGA

Months before returning to her rap roots, Kelly and her fiance made headlines for allegedly being on the verge of splitting up.

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The drama began in 2023 after the actress released a cryptic quote about “dishonesty” and deleted photos and videos of the couple before deleting her Instagram page.

Following the “Jennifer’s Body” star’s actions, the couple was seen in counseling together and reportedly spent months trying to reconcile. They also took a “remedial” vacation in Hawaii and were spotted enjoying a low-key movie date last July.

The lovebirds were photographed walking the streets of Los Angeles and grabbing snacks at Erewhon Market before heading to a movie in Calabasas. This holiday marks the first time the couple has been seen together in public since May 2023.

While many have speculated that their lack of public appearances may mean their relationship is still on, a source claims otherwise. Insiders say the two have reconciled; however, their wedding is still postponed.

“They have done a lot of work to make their relationship strong again and get back together. They are engaged but not planning a wedding,” explained the source. The whistleblower doubled down on their claims of reconciliation, emphasizing that Fox had started wearing her engagement ring.

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