Model Paulina Porizkova reflected on her grief on Friday by playing her late husband’s favorite song.
The Central European model was married to “The Cars” singer Ric Ocasek, from 1989 until his death in 2019. The two had been separated for years and were in the process of divorcing at the time of his sudden death ahead of the COVID-19 pandemic.
On Friday, the 57-year-old actress shared a post about being sad while listening to her favorite song, The Velvet Underground’s “Pale Blue Eyes.”
Paulina Porizkova ‘Drowning’ In Grief: ‘I Don’t Know If I Can Succeed Alone’
On Friday, Paulina took to Instagram to share a video of her sitting in her car listening to her favorite song.
“This is one of my husband’s favorite songs. He always said it made him think of me,” she wrote. “Exactly two years ago, when I thought I had dealt with my grief and my life, I was removed. The Covid restrictions are full and I have nowhere to go, no one to unload, no one to comfort me.”
“Other people are drowning too- it seems selfish to reach out to friends who are also suffering. I thought I was going to die,” she continued, adding, “(I’m writing about all this is my upcoming book of essays Unfiltered.).”
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“In a last attempt to stay alive- I posted my sadness and tears here and found you all,” he continued, referring to his 837 thousand Instagram followers. “Two years. Two years of your support and love kept me afloat, until I learned to swim to shore. I’m almost there. And I’ve never felt stronger.”
“Thank you thank you to each of you who have accompanied me and shared your own stories. I don’t know if I can do it alone,” he continued. “Know that you are not alone, even if it sometimes feels that way. My book is for YOU.”
“So you know that the worst times can make you the best,” he concluded. “My blue eyes won’t turn brown – but my other ones have definitely changed for the better.”
Paulina and Ric had been separated for two years at the time of her passing
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In another candid Instagram post shared late last month, Paulina Porizkova decided to clear up some “misconceptions” about her relationship with her late husband. “Ric and I had been separated for two years at the time of his death,” she explained. “We lived separate lives while still living together.”
“At the Rock&Roll hall of fame, I appeared as his wife for the last time. I know how much it means to him, and I want to give him the perfect weekend as a parting gift,” he wrote, adding, “He’s the only artist who doesn’t thank his wife. We had already been separated for a year by then.”
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“I thought we were sailing through the end of our marriage with all the love we had for each other. It turns out – after his death – we thought about it very differently,” he continued. “But he’s not here to deny or confirm, so this is just my view .”
“I was deeply hurt by his actions that came to light after his death – in addition to being thrown into an unexpected and horrible grief,” continued Paulina. “All of us who love him are still in the process of gathering ourselves from under his shadow, whether it’s a soft cooling shelter from the sun, or a cool dark place.”
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“I cannot be pitied as a chaste wife- or reviled as a woman who leaves,” she added. “We all make mistakes. I am lucky to live and learn and become a better person. My husband is not so lucky.”
“For me, the moral of the story is to love as hard as you can, so when you have to leave this world, you will leave your loved ones with thousands of loving memories,” he concluded, reminding his fans. , “I wrote about all this in my book. But it’s not a story. I am good at keeping other people’s secrets. I am uncensored only when it comes to my own thoughts and feelings.”
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His new book, “No Filter,” hits bookshelves next month.
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