Allison Holker has opened up about her journey to finding love again after losing her husband, Stephen “tWitch” Boss.
The famous dancer stated that she has been on a journey to “love myself” but it is also difficult to know if it is possible to “love someone else again.” She admits she’s in a dark place and needs to get over it, but she’s always believed in “life and love.”
Holker, who lost her husband to suicide in December 2022 at the age of 40, shared that she spoke to him “almost every night” after his death and had forgiven him.
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In a chat with Nick Viall on “The Viall Files Podcast,” Holker discussed the grief she’s had to go through and her stance on finding love again after the Boss’s death.
He revealed that he had to “learn to love [herself]” and exercise if possible to fall in love again. At one point, she wonders if loving “someone else while I’m still in love with someone and loving someone else” is something she can handle.
The dancer then shared her perspective on love and life, stating, “It’s a very complex situation that I’m dealing with. It took me a long time to accept all that and the complexity of everything. But at the end of the day, I love life. So will I stay away from him?”
He continued, “I still find that the world is a beautiful place, and there is so much to experience. So, at what capacity? What does it look like? I do not know. But I certainly don’t shy away from it. It’s just, life to me is life, and I just think it’s here to be experienced.”
“Life and love are just things I’ve always believed in,” he added, per People’s Magazine.
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The 35-year-old “So You Think You Can Dance” alum’s openness about her willingness to date again appears to come after a few moments of grieving and reflection.
In her conversation with Viall, Holker, despite not currently looking for a partner, stated that her outlook on life made it harder for her to accept the prospect of moving forward.
Holker discusses the emotional challenges he faced during the difficult times, which he had to overcome and put behind him.
“I have so many dark spaces that I have, that I have to be on top of different reasons, and I have to work through all these different processes of all these different things,” he confessed. “But, I have. “I’ve been working through them… you know, we’ll see what happens.”
Allison Holker Says She Talked To Boss After His Death
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Elsewhere in the program, Holker shares an intimate part of her healing journey after the tragic death of her husband, per Many people. She revealed that she kept in touch with him even after his death by engaging in talks that played a profound role in her healing process.
“I talk to him very actively,” he said. “I talked to him almost every night for a long time.”
The new “So You Think You Can Dance” judge went on to share the nature of her conversations with the late Boss, stating, “It would be about anything and everything. It could be how it was today. Or I would get really upset and sometimes yell at him.
“There were times when I just screamed, and there were times when I was like, ‘Okay, I’m picking schools for the kids. What do you think of this school?’ And then, just wait for the answer. Yes. You know, so it’s a wide variety of things that we’re going to talk about,” added Holker.
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Holker also opened up about the particular time he had his “biggest conversation” with her, which was “the most healing” for him.
“I was outside, and I was looking at the stars, and I said—whether it was necessary or not, I don’t know whether it was necessary or necessary—but I forgave it,” he said. “And I said, ‘I hope you find that peace.’ Like, really, I really hope he finds the peace he needs and he feels like he needs. You know? And that is a very difficult thing to do.”
Holker continued, “But I only have so much I want; I have to allow myself to be almost free of that for him. So we just had this long dialogue, and I did it. I was like, ‘I forgive you and I hope you have that peace. And I got it, and I have kids, we have each other. We’ll be fine.’”
She also said that she still feels Boss’s “presence” of late and that she “still protects him” before revealing what a huge support system Ellen DeGeneres has been for her and her family.
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