Lorde shared a candid letter with her fans, discussing her struggles with health and grief. She revealed that she stopped taking the medication she had relied on for 11 years to better understand her body.
Lorde explained her inflamed body, digestive issues and skin problems, admitting that listening to her body was a challenge. She also expressed her heartache, although she did not comment on her relationship with boyfriend Justin Warren.
Despite the difficulties, Lorde intends to look back on 2023 fondly, reflecting on her trip to Europe and the therapeutic process of making music.
Read on to learn more.
‘My Body Is Really Inflamed’
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Lorde, whose real name is Ella Marija Lani Yelich-O’Connor, opened up about her health and emotional struggles in a personal letter to fans. The 26-year-old singer revealed that she stopped taking the medication she had been taking for 11 years to better understand her body’s needs.
He shared, per Daily Mail“My body is really inflamed, it’s trying to tell me something and I’m trying to support it but nothing seems to be helping and I’m frustrated.”
He continued, “My bowels are not working well, my skin is worse than before, I have been sick half a dozen times. I realized earlier this year that listening to my body is hard for me, it’s something I’ve never really learned how to do.”
“I’ve tried to teach myself that this year, but it’s really hard, quite confronting, has made me fully aware of all the times I’ve ignored him or not given him what he needs, shamed for the fight or flight response, took a handful of pills and rejected him .”
He mentioned his decision to stop taking the “little yellow pill,” adding, “The little yellow pill that I’ve taken every morning for thousands of mornings since I was 15, I stopped taking it five days ago. We’ll see how it goes.”
Lords Says He’s ‘Living With Heartache Again’
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In the candid letter, Lorde also revealed that she was struggling with heartbreak in addition to her health issues. While the “Team” hitmaker hasn’t commented on her current relationship status with boyfriend Justin Warren, she hinted at an emotional struggle.
Lorde and Warren were initially linked in 2016, though she denied dating rumors at the time. Speculations about their engagement arose in October 2021 when the “Green Light” singer wore a diamond ring at a red carpet event. The couple’s last public appearance was in March this year.
Lorde expressed her continued grief, revealing, “I’m living with a broken heart again. It’s different but the same. I’m sick all the time, I forget why and then remember. I don’t try to hide from pain, I understand now that pain is not something to hide, that there is actually great beauty in moving with it.”
She shared her attempts to overcome it, adding, “But sometimes I get bored of myself. I eat chocolate to try and manipulate the endorphins and bring back the sweet bliss of Easter morning. I’m sitting in a time machine and waiting for it to move, but it hasn’t been created yet.”
Lorde Determined To Look Back In 2023 With ‘Fondness’
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Despite the challenges, Lorde expressed her determination to look back on 2023 fondly. The Grammy-winning singer said, “I know I’ll look back on this year with fondness and a bit of awe, knowing it was the year that locked everything into place, the year that transformed me from the working decade of childhood to the next. — which even through all of this, I’m very excited about. It’s only hard when you’re in it.
Reflecting on his recent European tour and the process of creating new music, the “Solar Power” singer emphasized his need to make records as a means of release and transformation. Lorde sees her songs as “spells; spells to let things go, spells to unlock doors,” even though it can be painful to face the emotions they bring to the surface.
Lorde Teases Two New Songs
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Lorde offered a glimpse of two upcoming songs during her headline performance at the UK’s Board of Directors Festival last month. A video clip from his set shows him performing against the moon, featuring material from two previously unreleased songs.
Fans who shared the set list online revealed the song’s potential titles as “Silver Moon” and “Invisible Ink.”
Lorde also invited Caroline Polachek for a special performance of “Green Light” at the Sziget Festival in Budapest, Hungary. During the same event, he delighted the audience with a live performance of “Silver Moon.”
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